I'm back for good. Hehe. Lama tak tulis blog. Been busy with work and 3 weeks in Russia. Life is so busy..huh? Pengalaman outstation ke Russia, 50-50. Why? Because..Inas Dahlia no longer want to breastfeed. I think she already forget about being breastfeed T_T.
Sampai je kat airport, i could see my daughter is waving at me. OMG! Tinggal anak 3 minggu, balik je dah pandai bye-bye?? OMG..OMG..OMG!! I've missed a lot of things. Inas mula merangkak after 2, 3 days i went to Russia. Memang sedih + seronok bila dapat tahu..tapi terpaksa la bersabar sebab kalau sedih, meraung macam mana pun..bukannye dapat balik tengok anak. Hmm... Masa on the way balik rumah, dalam kereta, Inas mengamuk maybe sebab bangun awal sangat pagi tu. And the worst thing is that, i do not know how to calm her anymore. Dah makin besar, perangai pun dah berubah. Again, sedih. Sampai rumah try to breastfeed and Inas do know how. Again, sedih. Lepak-lepak dalam bilik, Inas nak main-main dengan ayah die je. "Dah lupa mommy ke?". Sedihnye.
Tapi nasib baik ayah Inas pujuk mommy. Sabar je la. So, i was like..okey, don't give up..lets bonding again :) After 1 week plus, now Inas already remember me. I am a happy mom again. Huhu. Walaupun dah tak dapat breastfeed Inas, its okey..as long as she is healthy, mommy is happy. Saya anggap rezeki Inas untuk breastfeed sampai 7 bulan je, walaupun i wish to do it more than that. Its all about rezeki that comes from God. Maybe God wants to gives another rezeki to Inas, who knows? :)
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